Some Thoughts: The concept of a human-being vs. a human-doing. Which am I and what should I be? I'm really hungry after I cry/run-through-emotions. I'MSOMADATTHEHONORACADEMYBECAUSEOFBADREVIEWSIVEHEARDANDIWASREALLYHYPEDUPFORITANDTHOUGHTMYLIFEWOULD STARTTHEREAHHHHHHHH. I have a really good boss. I eat a lot of sugar, but I can deny it. I crave milkshakes/ice-cream pretty much everyday. Also, we can blame a monthly visitor with good intentions, but who also brings mysterious side effects with their visit, or the lack-of-self-control for sugar products, for my crummy attitude. I am now learning that when someone is crabby, it should not lie on the person being crabbed-at, but it entirely remains on the crabapple, and the space he/she breathes. Unfortunately, very unfortunately, the crabbed-at folk are usually among ma famille.
What do I do all the time, but doesn't work? That only makes things worse? Well, what I'm thinking of is getting upset because someone isn't doing something I think he/she should. The real catch is, I don't tell that person what I want- I assume that person knows/should know. I think I do this a lot. And it only hurts.
Whew! Life is a work in progress, ain't it?