Maybe I'm wrong- maybe the health of our dogs via food (but they eat so much crud on walks anyways...) is a big deal. Especially Labradors cuz they have hip problems or something. Lesson I could take from this: discuss importance of health, food, exercise, artificial pills, etc. before exchanging vows.
I also want to document right now my desire to live a different way of life I was raised in. I'm not saying this life I was raised in is not good- it's too good- too taken care of and provided for on our own terms and for me, I want to live for, talk about, and pray to God everyday! I went on a bike ride today (and had a delicious banana JP+ shake afterwards- yumm) and I was thinking how when I consider activities I could do- maybe should do- work, save money, spend money, work, gain experience, whatever- I think of how POINTLESS they are, to me, I feel. I don't want to go back to college this Fall, I don't want to be doing what I'm doing now (but what do I want to do?)- I'm sorry! I sound so discontent- even ungrateful! That's what a wise woman told me recently. I asked her for advice specifically from a woman to a woman and she said be content. Oi. Okay, I should pray and ask for contentment.
I need to get ready for work soon. Hey I found out Rebecca St. James is married! I looked it up this morning and she's the singer for the beautiful song, "Wait For Me." And after waiting she looked so gorgeous in her wedding gown!!! :)
As I am in this time of singleness, forever or not, I want to think of my fellow single brothers and sisters and how I ask God to deliver them out of their singleness! :) Cuz they may be feeling what I am feeling, or more or else. I must get ready for work. Praise God!
Kisses :*,
Miss Rae
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